Why do we do the things we do? do we have to?

I honestly have done a lot of things from making a total fool of myself to trying to be the smartest kid in the school. Through all the time I have lived the life I'm living right now, I have done things I regret and things I wish I could do again, and I think that now I know what I want to do, what I'm forced to do and what people want me to do. Sometimes you can't even feel the difference you feel like you want to play guitar BUT OH, all of your friends play guitar and your cousin John always makes fun of you for that. So what do you do? You think to yourself: Hmmm... Maybe I could learn guitar and be better than them? Maybe then I'll show them who's boss! Then you takes classes, spend money, buy a guitar, play for a few years, eventually quit because you realize you didn't do it for you, you did it for the people that judged you and why? Because 30 people say you are strange? OH WOW 7.000.000.000 People in the world and you care about what they think?!?!? THEY MUST BE SPECIAL! Well, I have been told: I will meet a lot of people and I will lose a lot of them, so I should enjoy the time I have and work for myself and for the ones I truly love! Of course it's all up to you, but my best advice would be for you to try to find out what's really important. That's only 1 reason: You get mislead by other people. Other things you are forced to do, some things are huge and people pay a lot of attention to them, some things enter one ear and go through another. Like for example School and Taxes, for your parents it's kinda the same, let's say you go to school, so you might not like it and you might like it but anyway you have to go there and you are forced to learn things, some useful some not (never learned how to get a job, pay taxes, buy a house, raise a kid in school). Although we don't like it, we can't change it, so a lot of people like me, just say it's shit knowing they are helpless, in my opinion school is good, but it all depends on the people around you: classmates, teachers etc. and these are terrible to me that's why I don't like it probably. I'm starting to get off topic... I'll leave it for another post. So it's a thing many don't like, but get used to and can't change nothing about. Now Taxes, a lot of people don't like them, no matter how much you gotta pay, there will always be a large quantity of people who will try to change it, and guess what. Can they? No, unless they have high power (topic for another blog). But what I'm trying to say is, people protest more for taxes, than for school. Maybe it's a bad example but It's something. I personally think that it's YOUR life and you should do what YOU want to do, don't listen to what John wants you to do, you shouldn't care about that, just don't break the law, or your leg and try to have a fun time, be thankful for what you have especially happiness a lot of people can't even have that and if you are reading this post you are even more lucky to get an electronic device. Anyway I'm out of ideas, this is all just out of the blue, so I'm sorry if it feels messed-up because it is. I'll try to post more regularly and be more prepared. I'll write my life stories and philosophies. Have a great one!

So let's get into this

I never honestly thought I'll do this, I've always thought about writing and I do, but this is my first time doing it on the internet, so let's have fun. I'll write mostly on my philosophy on life and the shit people I see and I go through, and the system we live in. Oh yes, an introduction, I am Mykolas a 15yr old teenager living in Lithuania and I've always wanted to make an influence on the world by writing or something, idk. Also learn stuff from other people, that's also why I joined this. I would love to be an actor or be that sort of a creator/performer, do it for the people. Anyway if you are interested stick around, I'll write more soon.